

Selfish Beauty revisitedHe comes in his selfish beauty Not stealing, I do it to myself, I give and give and try And wait for reciprocation Unrequited. I spend ten minutes of every day Telling myself that he loves me, That you DO care But the attacking evidence Shouts louder Your words have a way of Hitting my chest, Winding me. And reappearing, Knocking tears out And down my face.Selfish Beauty revisited
Not good enough. My best is inadequate That you have to flirt Make me jealous As hard as you try, You're not going to get any more From me. This


I give my all, all I do is trySearching for the words To keep me in your mind To stop you from falling Out of love, I will find A spectacular set of words One day, and you'll see What I think and feel And what you are to me Songwriters got there first And made too many cliches I can see that your eyes Don't believe what I say I give my all And all I do is try To be who you want I don't understand why All I give is unfairly met With unfeeling negativity Disheartening pain makes Me doubt my capability I would have resigned If I lacked any desire &nbsI give my all, all I do is try


WORDS.Letters and syllables and language. Categorised, used and abused. Changing meaning over time Adapting to ages They have recorded definitions and instructions, Yet they are used to mean anything required. To me, they are more powerful than action. I never say anthing I don't mean And I don't use words as weapons. My pen is more adept then my voicebox Because it takes more consideration. You can spout words that you know you don't mean But they stay glued in my mind And haunt me when I don't sleep They create doubt that will not desist.WORDS.


The Blank PageLined hope. The only thing to ever have my full attention. I can take off my mask and the page will not judge. I can say hurtful things and do no damage. I tell you what I'm thinking yet you still don't hear. I can work through problems the best way I can. I can record the present and the past, for the future. I am excited by flowing ink and metre. I can ignore known facts, banish them from them page. I can say what I want, the paper is despondent. I can write down the truth, and no one's the wiser.The Blank Page
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And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
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Loneliness doesnt require the absence of everything,
just the things you love the most, the things you need
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Finding hurt
Finding Pain
Finding everything insane
Living life day by day
Walking alone each step of the way
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some things tie your life t o g e t h e r, with slender threads of things to t r e a s u r e. days like that should last and last and last . . .
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